untie me

I’m just a dreamer

A hopeless girl

Who told her best friend

“I know he doesn’t mean it, I’ll deal with it”

You talk to me, I look up into your eyes

You push me around

And I’ve become tired

I don’t feel like crying

I’m bored

You make me feel ignored

I want to run away from you

But you sit right behind me

And tie me up

It feels even worse than the strings I’ve felt before

You are not sorry

And I don’t really care

I want to find wings

And fly up in the air

Without any strings

Which you said are only good on a guitar

Rise above all

Without any bad memories

Become an angel, a bird

And become everything I could be

Untie me,

or back off and Ill untie myself

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I take it back

I take it back
every song, every poem
every hug, every smile
everytime I stood up for you
every letter that I wrote
the ones you did not get
Ill burn those
and the ones you have?
well, ha burn them too

because I dont want damn memories
that wont last
because I dont want to feel
words you'll never say
because I take it all back

you where right
I can be stupid sometimes
and you can push over me all the time
but now, I DO mind
because your hugs dont make it better no more

because Im your nothing
Im your no one
I take it ALL back.

so far away

when you say that you love me

I just dont believe it

you are always ready to walk away

and never turn around

when people describe a friend

the way they think it is sounds flawless

you are not like that when you come to mind

there are many things I cant understand

numbers, logic, the way you are, your state of mind

no matter how much I try to make you happy

there is always something that isnt right

Im getting a hard time with that

when I say that I love you

you should know that I mean it

but Im giving you my love like its extra change

and I know its supposed to be worth millions

but you leave me out like a penny in the rain

and I feel bad about making so many mistakes

what if one of this days I need you?

could I call you up at 3:00 am to say hello?

could I run to you whenever I need a hug?

would you help me find a way when I know im lost?

people say:

back off

give it time

its gonna be alright

walk away

hang in there

I think most of them dont know what they say

do they know what I feel?

when I stay up and think about everything she said

when I wake up and cry about yesterday

when I feel left out, when I feel ignored

when I dont feel ok, when everything is wrong

cant write a single word

cuz it all gets messed up

sometimes I think

I dont know myself

and all I know its her

but every other day

you are standing there

saying you wont walk away

and everything's ok

but the next day

that hug feels so far away

and I dont want to end up losing you

or worse, losing myself

dont really know how I feel

dont even know if this is real

Im just writing down a bunch of words

they made sense in my head today

dont know if I have been thinking them since yesterday

dont know if tommorrow things may change

all I know is you are standing there

Im standing here

and that hug still feels so far away

from yesterday...

love.. always..! ♥

hope! ♥

will you come around?

I don't give a damn about her vain emotions
couldnt care less if she looks like your angel
all I know is that I'm scared
because if you had to choose between her
and awkward me
you wouldn't think twice
you would choose her in the blink of an eye
no, I don't want you to choose
I just want to know that if you had to
that there could be a small chance you could choose me.

I don't understand why
but she is everything you see
she is your perfection as perfect as a rainy day
you know what?
fine.
go with her
lets see how long it lasts
lets see how long she puts up with you
with the things you say and everything that you do
when it all comes to an end
I'll be right here waiting for you

I know you'll come around
I don't give up on friends
I'm always on your side
no one and I mean no one can ever change that
I dare them to try!

no one can see it our way
can we agree to disagree?
you think it would be easier
whenever you are not with me
but somehow we'll make it through
cuz we deserve it
I know you are worth it
you can't give up on friends
we need a little help
but none of us wants to call

so go.
I know you'll come around
well I hope you'll come around
will you come around?


"she is perfect in unusual ways, I'm not. right?
love...always....
hope..!

( Andrea) yeap I want an answer

writing in Titi's home, having a great time in a beautiful place called Miami!

I dont even know....!

got nothing more to give
I gave it all
gave smiles and tears
gave time gave ears to whatever you needed
gave words of whatever you wanted to hear
gave late night talks
gave my heart and soul
you say scream I scream
you smile I smile

I do everything for you
I would do everything you need
I want to know you the way you want to know her
I want to listen to you
and understand your fears and dreams

this is me
I'm as real as it gets when I'm with you
who are you?
what do you lie about?
you confuse me
you scare me

I dont ever know what to say
don't know if I should cry, smile or shout
I've seen your wings
you don't need help to fly
you just need to realize you are flying

damn it I love you, simple as that
and I'll keep loving you
no matter what you do
give up and love me too!


damn!! I dont even know if I should put this :D this :) this c(: this C: this :S this :( uggh I dnt know!!!!!!!

love always.....

hope!♥

what a show

I love it how we can keep on walking

pretending we didn't hear

pretending everything is fine.

that's gotta be easy

and it works every time...

so thats what we'll do

we are gonna walk

oh what a show I give

I pretend I hate you

I pretend I love you

I pretend I dont love you

I pretend I don't care

I pretend I don't cry

oh and it actually works!

I find it fascinating

how we believe anything

as to avoid the truth

that is easier we all now it

but sometimes it stops being fun

and I want to take off this mask

only one person has seen me without it

he doesnt even know it

but my! that felt great

not having to have that pressure on my back

for once

he saw the real me

now we can't go back

but we can always pretend we are going back

oh my! what a show....

love always

. ...........hope! ♥