In The Loneliness of my Nightmares

In the loneliness of my nightmares

I see a beautiful woman crying

a lost kid dying

an unknown person hiding

and I'm always running away

don't know from who

don't know from what

it's not a monster

I'm way past that

I'm not sure if it is a man

I just know there is a way out

and while I'm running away

I'm looking for the person who has the answer

I always fall

and whatever it is it's going to catch me

I start screaming

crying with this agony

my ankle hurts

I'm wearing a white dress that got dirty when I fell

I'm barefoot and scared

it's comming for me

I scream and then wake up

Neck is sweaty, covers are twisted, tears in my eyes daring to fall, the night is silent and I feel scared.

In the loneliness of my nightmares I can't seem to run to you! cuz you are never there.. :[

love...always...

hope!♥