so far away

when you say that you love me

I just dont believe it

you are always ready to walk away

and never turn around

when people describe a friend

the way they think it is sounds flawless

you are not like that when you come to mind

there are many things I cant understand

numbers, logic, the way you are, your state of mind

no matter how much I try to make you happy

there is always something that isnt right

Im getting a hard time with that

when I say that I love you

you should know that I mean it

but Im giving you my love like its extra change

and I know its supposed to be worth millions

but you leave me out like a penny in the rain

and I feel bad about making so many mistakes

what if one of this days I need you?

could I call you up at 3:00 am to say hello?

could I run to you whenever I need a hug?

would you help me find a way when I know im lost?

people say:

back off

give it time

its gonna be alright

walk away

hang in there

I think most of them dont know what they say

do they know what I feel?

when I stay up and think about everything she said

when I wake up and cry about yesterday

when I feel left out, when I feel ignored

when I dont feel ok, when everything is wrong

cant write a single word

cuz it all gets messed up

sometimes I think

I dont know myself

and all I know its her

but every other day

you are standing there

saying you wont walk away

and everything's ok

but the next day

that hug feels so far away

and I dont want to end up losing you

or worse, losing myself

dont really know how I feel

dont even know if this is real

Im just writing down a bunch of words

they made sense in my head today

dont know if I have been thinking them since yesterday

dont know if tommorrow things may change

all I know is you are standing there

Im standing here

and that hug still feels so far away

from yesterday...

love.. always..! ♥

hope! ♥

will you come around?

I don't give a damn about her vain emotions
couldnt care less if she looks like your angel
all I know is that I'm scared
because if you had to choose between her
and awkward me
you wouldn't think twice
you would choose her in the blink of an eye
no, I don't want you to choose
I just want to know that if you had to
that there could be a small chance you could choose me.

I don't understand why
but she is everything you see
she is your perfection as perfect as a rainy day
you know what?
fine.
go with her
lets see how long it lasts
lets see how long she puts up with you
with the things you say and everything that you do
when it all comes to an end
I'll be right here waiting for you

I know you'll come around
I don't give up on friends
I'm always on your side
no one and I mean no one can ever change that
I dare them to try!

no one can see it our way
can we agree to disagree?
you think it would be easier
whenever you are not with me
but somehow we'll make it through
cuz we deserve it
I know you are worth it
you can't give up on friends
we need a little help
but none of us wants to call

so go.
I know you'll come around
well I hope you'll come around
will you come around?


"she is perfect in unusual ways, I'm not. right?
love...always....
hope..!

( Andrea) yeap I want an answer